Xueting's

Say Hi

2012-03-20T19:28:00.004+08:00

This is my new toy! Yeap yeap! Is from HAPPY MEAL :)

I've gotten my new perfume!!

Well~! is still the same old brand :)

I know I'm boring! but who cares!! I like can already .

This necklace caught my attention!

Is Sawroski !!

This as well :)

Should I get one?!

And and and! I'm a happy girl~!

Gonna go Batam on Sat !! :)

@Xuetingg08

Embarking On New Journey

2012-03-10T21:29:00.003+08:00

Hell lots of blisters on my leg :( Oh well, no pain no gain yeah ? I'm officially joining my internship company!! B.Braun as a sales executive~!

Is really the company that I always wanted to join !! WHAT A DREAM COME TRUE :D

You know you know! I'm a biomedical Engineering student ! The more I should be joining related companies yeah ? What's more an MNC from Germany ! It's gonna be alot of hard work, alot of struggling ahead ! But, I'm happy that I have lots of supportive people around me !!!!

Especially my PreciousBoy♥ .Yes lah~! You lah idiotic Teo! and of course friends around me :)

Most importantly I have a team of awesome colleagues that will help me out along the way ! So no fear for me :)

Nothing much happened over the week , except this good news to share!! :D

I'm gonna work hard and provide my family with all I can afford :)

A pen with PreciousBoy♥ name on!

Gonna work really hard :)

@Xuetingg

My Weekend-ed :D

2012-03-04T13:51:00.009+08:00

Wooohooo~! I am now officially an assistant engineer of Mitsubishi Electric! Life will be tough ? I guess?? Well, life isn't much easier now too :< But the whole point is! I'm ENGINEER !!! How awesome right!

Weekend was more or less, considerably interesting! I feel that I am so atas !! I actually went for Titanic Exhibition . Kinda cool~! Nice experience I should say :p

WELCOME ONBOARD~!

I am first class passenger okay! Unlike my boy♥, a THIRD CLASS passenger

Photography is prohibited ! Hence no pictures taken : <

but we don't care! we still snap random pictures :p

Not me to be exact! my darling meimei~!

Some random pictures that she snap on the way.

okay! I know I'm fat already la!

I boarded Titanic with these people~!

Alright! some really random pictures that I have in my phone!

or rather my boy's phone!

My office slipper from JB :)

I bought 1 pair in blue for my Honey Huiwen!!

My Boy in very very nice Abercrombie GREEN polo tee :D

Look at the lump of baby fats -_____-

This is taken in Hubby's uncle car :)

CNY Day 2 I think!

I know I look idiotic!

That sums up my post for this weekend :)

More to come! yayness~!

@Xuetingg

On Hold

2012-02-26T11:06:00.002+08:00

Be right back with pictures alright!

I'm busy busy busy!!! :)

Life is awesome, so does my boy! :)

Be back soon!

♥ ♥ ♥ Happy Valentine's Day ♥ ♥ ♥

2012-02-14T18:05:00.005+08:00

I know! I know! Looking at this hour, I should be celebrating my Vday with my Kiat♥ and not blogging!!!! I know things should go this way!!

Just like any other couple, I should be walking down Orchard Road,holding a bouquet of roses, like below

strolling happily hand in hand with him, until we reach a posh restaurant where he already made a reservation(to avoid the crowds) for our candlelight dinner!!

Yah! I know.. this should be an ideal or what should be happening on Vday :) But but but! I have to clarify!

I DON'T LIKE FLOWERS!!! THEY ARE FREAKING USELESS! AND FREAKING EXPENSIVE DURING VDAY!! AND MY Kiat♥ IS ON SHIFT TODAY!!

I have to say, yeah! I do envy girls having flowers :) But I will choose not to receive flowers, because is very troublesome! This is my point of view , and no offence to people reading this post!

When you receive the bouquet of roses, you will go "WOW! THANK YOU! SO SWEET :D*with kisses*" but flowers do wither!! and when it withered, what can you do with it ? cut down the roses/remove the petals one by one and keep in a box ? I bet no nobody out there is so hardworking? Okay! I mean there are! but definitely not me! :p and over the years, you will still safe keep them?every single year ?

Okay lah! that's just me la! I'm realistic lah~! not romantic kind :P

But well, I still receive present! and I still bought present!

A bag from PORTER for my Kiat♥ !

And he bought me what I always wanted!! POLAROID CAMERA !!!! PIANO BLACK :)

Is so chic!!

I have two polaroids now! HAHAHA!! Maybe the blue one is available for rental ? Hmmm!!

HAHAHA:)

Tadah~!

Thanks baby!

Happy Valentine's Day !

Is the first Vday with you :) And I really enjoy every moment spent with you!

I think I'm the luckiest lady to have you :) Such a caring, understanding and patient boy.

I know you will never leave me alone to deal with problems :)

I'm a happy girl ~!

Mr teo! You are loved :) ♥ ♥ ♥

Signing off with ♥ ♥ ♥

Xueting

I'm 24/7 on Fb Just to read these stories!

2012-02-01T22:06:00.004+08:00

你可知道

當女人被男人脫去自己的衣服

一絲不掛的在他面前

是需要多少的愛

你可知道

女人為什麼會背朝你睡

因為她不喜歡看你的背影

如果你以後抱著她睡

她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道

女人把每一次的愛情

當作是初戀

也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道

女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你

而是你在她心中太美好

她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道

深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後

自己卻轉身不斷哭泣

你可知道

當女人頂著哭花的臉

走在街上

不管是不是有人在看她時

她的心已經快要死了

你可知道

她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨

也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道

她的任性她的壞脾氣

其實都只是在對你撒嬌

希望你更重視她

你可知道

假若她不愛你

她根本不會對你發火

不會希望你去哄她

更不會為你掉眼淚

因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道

當你離開她

留下她獨自一人

她有多大的期待和恐懼

而這一切都只是因為她愛你

而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她

女人知道太多不該知道的事情

男人不知道太多該知道的事情

於是.你們爭吵.你認為她脾氣不好.

她認為你不夠遷就她……

於是.你們冷戰.你以為她沒有完全接受你，

她以為你不在乎她……

請給她一個擁抱一個吻.用你的擁抱你的吻

去化解她心裡的悲傷和眼角的淚水

.
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜

兩個深愛的人在一起，就要

互相包容，互相理解，互相體諒，互相信任，

否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生

否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了！

希望每一個男人都能夠好好珍惜陪伴在你身邊的女人

她們為你付出過，不求回報卻希望你們能夠讀懂，

能夠牽著她們的手堅定地走下去

不要讓愛你的女人流淚

不要讓她傷心更不要讓她絕望和死心！

因為女人一旦真愛了，失去她愛著的人

就意味著失去了整個世界...

I've lost my world once.That once is good enough for me to understand every reason out there.

Though I have a boy who pieced back my world, that scar, that freaking scar will never be erased. never will I forget how things are. I will let everything be as it is. I shouldn't say they are memories, as memories are things that you will look back smiling. they are nightmares.

Nightmares that will never be forgotten and never recalled with a smile.

Pictures will do alright!

2012-01-16T12:25:00.003+08:00

A fight

2011-11-27T17:28:00.003+08:00

When emotions came crashing, things get a little out of control.

I don't understand what is the best.

Is a fight I'm always having within me, is just a matter of which of it won the game.

I'm in the midst of fighting. Currently,both my feelings and logic, or rather reasonings are not admitting the lost of game.

I am stress.

I have my things to say.

I have my piece of me that is not intact.

I have my reasons for that.

I am still the childish one.

I found this on tumbler. I think is rather meaningful.

You will never be alone

2011-11-11T15:23:00.001+08:00

I have a boy,he went through loads of hardships. He had been lonely for years. But my promise to him is,he will not be alone,he will not feel empty anymore!(I will be sticking to you all day long) just like a molecule!:)

不管过去的你和她有多少回忆，多少快乐，多少泪水，从我接受你的那一秒起，你就不是孤单的。走不到最后的感情都是假的。我们这一段，将会有个结局，而且，将会是个圆满的。

有人说，现在的人不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。但我，在乎的是天长地久。

幸福是得靠缘分精力的。老天让我们碰在一起，我相信我们是有缘的。现在的我们需要靠自己!

我答应你，你不会在孤单，不会在心疼。因为你的未来会有我陪伴。

Mr fatty Teo! Please drop some tears.such an touching post dedicated for you:)

No more lonely nights,no more tears over dinning table,no more emotional posts,no more fake dreams,no more wanting time to rewind,no more lonely events with colleagues.

Everything will be me me me!

Tingting tingting and still tingting_:)

Teohengkiat!:)

You're my best boy!

No one is going to snatch you away!

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You Are My Pillar ‎♥ ♥ ♥

2011-11-10T21:13:00.003+08:00

You walk me through the toughest period.

You showered me with endless love.

You make me understand what love is all about.

You make me feel loved.

You make me feel that my world is back in place

Your patience and small little gestures:)

Your sensitivity and the willingness to spend time with me.

Your mature and guidance.

Teo Heng Kiat ! You are loved ‎♥ ♥ ♥

I promise‎♥ ♥ ♥

Part 1 Happy Birthday Ah Gong!

2011-11-06T12:12:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday babe!

2011-10-14T14:37:00.001+08:00

I shall just let the pictures do the talking! I should have brought my Polaroid out! That stupid birthday girl didn't allow me to go back home,as she finds it troublesome!!

You should have let me home right! Else you will have a Polaroid of you with two gors la!
S.t.u.p.I.d g.I.r.l.

Well! Happy birthday!

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My Sweetest Boy (1)

2011-10-12T14:12:00.001+08:00

10 things to sae to my dearest girl:

1) I assure You will nv b alone from nw on! Whatever u want to do we will do together.

2) I assure you that wherever you wanna go, I will definitely accompany you.

3) I assure you that you if you text me! I will reply n not ignore!

4) I assure you that if u call me, I will pick up within 5 rings! (provided its not my first off)

5) I assure you that I will try my best 疼你！

6) I assure you That from now on, you would not have sleepless nights thinking of problems. If you have, that means you sleep too much in the day!

7) I assure that I will make you smile every single day! (If I can't I just need to tickle u abit)

8) I assure you that I would go out with ur clique of friends if you want me to. 融入你的世界！

9) I assure you that I will not ignore! Especially in bus! =)

10) I assure you that you r the special someone in my heart!

How can I don't love this boy of mine?:)

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dedicated for HUIWEN HONEY!

2011-10-07T22:05:00.001+08:00

Hey babe! Happy birthday!
Though I snatched your eye candy away,I believe you will still be able to find a awesome one!:))
When the time is right,everything will be right,everything will come naturally!:))

Thanks for being there for me when my world came crashing! Life without you will definitely be a tough one!

Happy birthday:)
I so wu xim,dedicated a post for you.kiat doesn't even occupy one blog post.:))))

Muackk!
Love you!
I know this is lame and childish.but I wanna say!
YOU ARE MY BFF !!!!

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10 things I wanna get them done

2011-10-06T14:18:00.001+08:00

1. Trim my hair
2. Rebonding
3. Get my eyebrow trimmed
4. Replace my posb card
5. Visit my stamp museum (I know this had been up 3 months back)
6. Salvation army
7. Fish spa
8. Visit ace star
9. Pawning
10. Finish what's above ( Muaha!)

Life is great:)
This is what I wanted all the while!
And I love my boy!:)

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You Know Is Over

2011-09-18T23:14:00.002+08:00

Don't hope anymore .

Move on.

I will be there as a friend .

Okay, I've been really busy! Will do a proper update soon!

I'm a happy girl~!

The days

2011-08-29T14:40:00.003+08:00

The day when you said we are over, I cried badly.

The days without you were totally empty.

I will never forget the days I beg you and cry myself to sleep every night.

I will never forget the days you chose other people over me.

I will never forget the words and phrases you said to me.

I will never forget how I waited for you.

The days where you went lying,deceiving me,I closed one eye.

The days where you made yourself clear that, what you want is freedom and not to be captivated.

The days where you drive out in the middle of the night having tipsy nights with people.

The day where you bring that girl that you know I hated the most out.

The days where by I will ring you up everyday.

The days where by I will text you consistently, and you chose to ignore.

You knew how I felt ? You didn't know! You merely say you want freedom and hope that I will move on.

Hey,I'm doing what you ask me to do. I hope you will find your happiness too.

I'm always the best sister you have. I know you read my blog. And i know you are aware that this post is for you. I am thankful that you brought me happiness all these years. Is a sad case that our love isn't strong. Yeah, like you said, character clashes. Just let our love be memories. These memories made me stronger! Thanks dude! :) All the best ! We are always best friends :D

:)

2011-08-23T16:54:00.001+08:00

You made me smile!

You made my day totally!

I know I'm special :D

Chalet pictures will be up soon!

Silence

2011-08-17T00:12:00.004+08:00

Don't ask why I no longer feel

Don't ask why this had happened

Don't ask why I change so quickly

Don't ask why I didn't give you time

Don't ask why is gonna be this way forever

I just want to be this way.

No responsibility

Not a burden to anyone

Smile everyday

Enjoy every companion

talk with no barriers

rule my own life

Joke with everyone

Hang on ; Be right back

2011-08-16T10:19:00.001+08:00

I'm busy!

Tutoring, hanging out with friends, not forgetting badminton games with peeps!

Chalet on friday! Will be back with pictures (hopefully)!

Have a great week ahead :D

There are times

2011-08-05T00:22:00.002+08:00

There are times when everything gets screwed up, and you ponder why is it so.

There are times when everything gets so sweet and lovable, and you didn't want to let go.

There are times when everything gets so out of way, and you start to detest yourself.

There are times when everything are so in place, and you start to be proud of it.

There are times where by you laugh and smile, even when the joke isn't funny.

There are times where by your tears fell, not knowing what is wrong.

There are times where by you get so heated up,and you feel like punching someone.

There are times where by you are so happy and touched, that you wish to plant a kiss on him/her.

There are people that make you smile with no reason.

There are people that make you tear.

There are people whom you are so comfortable with, that you don't mind letting them see your tears.

There are people where by you will act stupid in front of.

There are people where by you will always stand tall and strong in front of.

No matter who the person is, if you find yourself acting stupid in front of.He/she is the one you feel for.

No matter which way I head.

Is not a matter of concern.

Happy or sad, is my emotions to deal with.

I have people with me to walk me through.

I have friends that really care from the bottom of their heart.

So what I can't walk over ?

Can or Can't , is my life.

Is not a choice.

Is a must.

You're Saint ; I'm Not

2011-08-02T12:28:00.003+08:00

女：我不高，身材不好。男：我要的不是模特。女：我长得不漂亮。男：我要的不是仙女。女：我不会煮饭。男：我要的不是厨师。女：我学历很低。男：我要的不是才女。女：我的脾气不好。男：我要的不是侍女。女：那…… 你要的是什么啊? 男：我要的只是你，你懂吗?

These words,sounded familiar, someone out there said these words before.

THIS IS FOR THE BROKEN HEARTED. I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL. EMPTY, BETRAYED, AND NO HAPPINESS WHATSOEVER. YOU DON’T WANT TO LAUGH, BECAUSE YOU KNOW IT’S NOT GOING TO HELP, BUT YOU DON’T WANT TO CRY, BECAUSE IT WILL JUST MAKE YOU FEEL WORSE. YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR HEART IS FALLING APART, BUT NOT ONLY THAT, BUT YOU KNOW SOON YOUR LIFE IS GOING TO FEEL LIKE IT’S FALLING APART TOO. YOU DON’T THINK IT WILL EVER END, AND NO MATTER WHAT THIS PERSON HAS DONE TO YOU, IT FEELS IMPOSSIBLE TO STOP LOVING THEM. AND EVERYONE WONDERS WHY IF THEY HAVE HURT YOU SO MUCH, THEN WHY DO YOU STILL LOVE THEM. THAT’S THE CONFUSING PART, YOU DON’T KNOW WHY, YOU JUST DO, AND THE PEOPLE WHO HURT YOU THE MOST, AND NORMALLY THE ONES YOU LOVE THE MOST. AND THEN, AFTER A FEW WEEKS, YOU FINALLY FEEL A SENSE OF RELIEF, LIKE YOU’RE GETTING HAPPY AGAIN, BUT YOU KNOW INSIDE THAT YOU’RE JUST GOING INTO DENIAL. AND AFTER A FEW MORE WEEKS, YOU’RE BACK TO WHERE YOU WERE AN EMPTY SOUL AND TEARY EYES. YOU THOUGHT YOU GOT OVER THEM, BUT REALLY, YOU JUST STOPPED SHOWING IT. AND YOU CAN’T HELP BUT TO SHOW IT AGAIN. IT LEAVES DEEP SCARS ON YOUR HEART THAT ARE THERE FOREVER. AND NO ONE UNDERSTANDS HOW YOU FEEL, AND HOW DEEP YOU ARE HURT, NO MATTER WHO THEY ARE, BECAUSE IT HASN’T HAPPENED TO THEM AND EVEN IF IT HAS, EVERY BROKEN HEART IS DIFFERENT. THEY DON’T KNOW THE TRUE PAIN YOU FEEL AND CARRY EACH AND EVERYDAY NOW, SO YOU LEARN THAT BASICALLY YOU ARE ALONE WITH ALL THIS. AND THE FEELING STARTS TO OVERWHELM YOU, AND SUDDENLY YOU JUST BREAK DOWN, RIGHT THERE, BECAUSE YOU KNOW YOU’VE HAD ENOUGH, THE TEARS JUST INSTANTLY START FLOWING, AND YOU’RE TO THE POINT WHERE YOU DON’T CARE WHO SEE’S. BECAUSE YOU’VE SPENT SO MANY NIGHTS LYING AWAKE IN BED, AND SO MANY DAYS BEING HAUNTED BY THE SCARS AND FEAR OF REJECTION. AND IN THE MIDST OF ALL THESE TEARS, YOU KNOW THAT ITS NOT HELPING ANY, AND IT’S NOT GOING TO BRING THEM BACK, IF YOU EVER EVEN HAD THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE. AFTER ABOUT A MILLION TEARS HAVE BEEN CRIED, YOU FINALLY PULL YOURSELF BACK TOGETHER AND KEEP GOING. YOUR THROAT STARTS TO CLENCH AND YOUR EYES BURN WITH THE TEARS YOU ARE TRYING TO HOLD BACK. EVERYONE SAYS, “IT WILL BE OKAY…” BUT YOU KNOW IT WON’T. AND THAT’S THE TRUTH, IT WON’T. AND YOU LOOK BACK ON ALL OF THE HURT YOU HAD FROM THIS, AND YOU REALIZE THAT PEOPLE ARE HORRIBLE. YOU’RE STILL HURT, BUT YOU’VE LEARNED TO HIDE IT SO THAT EVERYONE THINKS YOU ARE OKAY. SO NOW EVERY TIME YOU SEE THIS PERSON, YOU KNOW YOU STILL LOVE THEM, AND YOU FEEL A SLIGHT TINGLE IN YOUR HEART YEARNING FOR THEM TO LOVE YOU, SCREAMING OUT, BUT FOR SOME REASON THEY DON’T HEAR IT. AND THEN YOU SIT BACK AND WONDER HOW ONE PERSON COULD HAVE CAUSED ALL OF THIS

You can come up with millions of reasons, telling yourself,telling everyone around you that you are not influenced,you are not affected by anyone. At the end of the day, is still the way people look at you, is the way people feel about you,or rather is the way people categorise you and judge you. There is no way that one is totally unaffected by peers or so. Don't make it to a point where by, you realised, your friends are the people who made you lost something that you really wanted.

Some decisions,once made, is made. There's no way for changes.

Some decisions, changes can be made, but is a matter of time.

Some decisions, even is wrong, don't even bother to change it.

I'm someone that will not change my mind once I set my goal.

Personality Test

2011-07-26T11:47:00.004+08:00

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I find that is kind of true ? What do you guys think?

Try for yourself!

Personality Test

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Things were pretty off track last week.

A whole lot of shit happened , and is considered the most dramatic one I had in whole of 20 years of life.

There are people who understood,there are people who didn't understand, there are also people who finally understood. Is just whole lots of craps.

No matter what it is, things are fine now? I assume.

Last week of work, before a short break!

I want a getaway!!

You didn't say no,you didn't say yes.

You didn't reject,you didn't accept.

I think I'm cute! hahaha!

Laughters From Daiso !

2011-07-18T22:08:00.001+08:00

Credits to Daiso!!!!

Great entertainment :)

I know is lame!! But, is fun!!!!!!

Basically,we are just three retards playing a fool in Daiso :D

I like the sunglass that I'm wearing!!!

Is a pity that I didn't get :(

The red one is too small for your face lah!

I got the frame less one that I am wearing for wenjie gor :D

I'm the cutest here! Yay~!

They say I look like those kampong girl :(

Dig cockles one :(

Don't doubt! She is tourist from China :p

I love this expression!!

So... HAHA!

The woman beside me is my maid !!!!

Okay, I forget what is this hat all about -__-

See see! My maid acting artistic! hahahahha!

What's this!

Haha! But I love the flower pot on her head :D

Life can be equally awesome with just my girls :)

Love!

Raymond Lam - 直到你不找我

2011-07-15T22:16:00.001+08:00

直到你不找我
记得当时谁路过
秒针忽然停顿过
气温湿度曾骤变太多
记忆不停重叠过
你的表情提示过
爱的可能是我
想法很乱幻觉太多
疑虑很大直到说不清楚
心算太慢但仍然算错
找对人偏错过

直到开始想喜欢我
直到终于不喜欢我
直到碰上一个逃避一个
追不上躲不过
直到开始找不到我
直到终于不想找我
直到你擦身过才认得我
彼此也在折磨像当初

想法太乱直觉对么
疑虑很大直到爱不清楚
当这世上全怀疑我错
总有人相信我

Six FIVE Man That I Can't RESIST

2011-07-08T11:05:00.003+08:00

It use to be Six :) One from reality and Five from lala land!

Well, now is officially FIVE!!! AND THESE FIVE ARE FROM LALA LAND ! :D

Let's just forget about the one from reality!

Mike He (He Jun Xiang)

Look at his charming smile :)!!

Blue (Lan Zheng Long)

I love his jawline !!!!

Raymond Lam (Lin Feng)

I don't know what I love about him !

BUT I JUST LOVE HIM LAH~!

Joe Cheng (Zheng Yuan Chang)

He is my number 1 love :)

I bought his disc and his book okay!

That explain why I uploaded 3 of his pictures :D

Aaron Yan (Yan Ya Lun)

Alright! He is more of cute lah :)

These are my men!

So don't snatch :)

The sixth one! Guess is gone forever!

Shall get one to replace soon :D

Stupidest FormSpring question ever!

you broke up with your boy? single now isit?

My Reply : Yes and yes! Happy ? :)

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TheRandomWords

My name is (I). My problem is (Love). My solution is (You).

LADIES: Don't look for a man to solve your problems, Just find a man that doesn't let you face them alone.

Don't waste your time on searching for a perfect love. Spend your time on searching the one who completes you.

"Falling in love isn't a sin, but sometimes, it's just a big mistake."

Please don't make me wait just because you know I will.

Face your past without regrets. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

When we really care about someone, their MISTAKES never change our feelings. It's the MIND that gets angry, but the HEART that still CARES.

One sweet thing someone can offer is to make me laugh even though I refuse to smile.

Love is like standing on wet cement. The longer you stay, the harder it is to leave and u can never let go without leaving your footprints.

You guys should just follow @TheRandomWords

The things that TheRandomWords tweeted is what I wanted to say, and somehow,the way I feel.

They are very well said :)

Okay.There are a few places I want to go! Any kind soul wanna go with me? :D

1. Ikea

2. Westcoast Park

3. Stamp Museum

4. JB

5. KL

6. Batam Or Bintan

7. Bangkok (Babes! Maybe end of the year?)

8. Perth (I will go with you girls if I have the time next year kay!)

HollyJean Is In For Desire-Desired

2011-07-05T19:40:00.002+08:00

This post is a little backdated :(

I mean is like 3 months back! Well, is okay! I would still like to share with my readers :)

HOLLYJEAN

Here's the link to the post :)

Is posted on 29 April 2011 !

This picture is from one of her latest post :)

Credits to HollyJean !

HollyJean is definitely a very nice blogger to collaborate with!

Hope to have more collaborations with her :)

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When you start to get flashbacks.

When memories start flowing.

When you start asking yourself.

When you start hesitating.

When you keep everything away.

When you keep yourself very busy.

Roses Can Be Colourful !

2011-07-04T16:12:00.006+08:00

I am so proud of myself today! I did so many things :) Finally! I tried resolving my paypal problem! I hope it will be working well by end of this month! *No need to depend on people for paypal transaction!* I went out to mail back the Hollyhoque parcel , bank in money too !

Most importantly! I booked the chalet! Awesome! Payment made too :)

Huiwen! My Visa better hor! hahaha:) Gonna catch some drama before I head out for tutoring!

Caffeine For The day :)

ZodiacFacts

As an Aries,Being somebody’s “second in command” is not your speed.

Because you're such a proud sign, Aries can mistakenly use money to build your ego. When this happens, step back.

An Aries,naturally believes the world revolves around them and have no qualms to stimulate all their senses with someone else's money.

As a Cancer,You nestle right into your career with the same spirit that you use to create a warm household.

As a Cancer,you may have to fight the urge to let your emotions get in the way of asking for what you deserve.

A Cancer,emotional support is unquestionable and probably the most solid support you will ever experience.

As a Libra,you rule the zodiac's seventh house of relationships: people are your profession.

As a Libra,You live each day as a special occasion. You always want people to think you're doing well, even when you're struggling.

Libras,like to flirt, but should be careful as they are very emotional and often cannot make difference between good and bad.

My stupid friend :P

Handmade Roses for my girls :)

Alright! I'm not the one who make all these.

Is from some donation thingy!

Huiwen in blue

Shiqi in Red

Ruyu in Mint Green (Will send over for you!)

Me in PURPLE

My presents :)

Is awesome to have you people with me !

Thanks Ben!

Very nice of you to mail me a birthday card :)

Hey babes, faster plan July schedule!

I want to do a lot of things :)!!!

8 Ugly Facts

2011-07-02T18:46:00.004+08:00

First of all, no offence to any man out there reading this post :) This is just my opinion to some ugly facts about man.

1. Self centred

You guys only want to have freedom,want to have fun. Never have you thought about how others will feel. In the midsts of having fun, don't forget to make your another half feel secure.

2. Unfair

When other man lays his finger on your woman,you get so worked up. But when other woman lays her finger on you, and your the other half gets worked up, you find them ridiculous.

3. You think you have 48 hours in a day

Always doing things very slowly, dragging here and there.

4. Never sensitive to your another half

You guys should take a good look at your girl. Try to be sensitive. Don't always treat it as things are perfect(when they are actually not). Don't wait for your girl to tell you,"baby,I am sad!", or don't wait till the moment where she break down into tears.

5. Treating your girl as a habit

Some of you guys out there make your girl feel that she is a habit(or rather a burden). I believe,that is not the way that you want your girl to feel.

6. Contradict words with actions

In order to make your girl happy,you always come up with all sorts of words.However,your actions doesn't prove the validity of your words. Don't forget, actions speak louder than words.

7. Friends and brothers OVER girlfriend

Not trying to say that you cannot have good friends,all best buddies.However,I don't think brothers and buddies should be placed before girlfriend (my opinion). In fact, if that brother/buddy of yours is a true buddy, true brother, they will never expect you putting them on top of your girlfriend.

8. Not inviting your girl for some occasions/outings

I said SOME. Not all :)

Many man have this mentality that, bringing your girlfriend out for outings/occasions will spoil the fun.You are wrong, your girlfriend will play a good companion (even by keeping quiet by your side).And many so called brother/buddy will comment about you bringing your girlfriend. But, think for yourself,will a true brother/buddy do that ? In fact, I think your best buddy/brother will ask you to bring your girlfriend along(even if you didn't mention anything about bringing her along.).

Once again,they are my personal thoughts :)

No offence to the people out there! You can agree,you can disagree! :)

Have a great weekend readers!

Addicted

2011-07-01T11:56:00.006+08:00

First day of the month! Shall make it a brand new start,draft out what I want to do,

list down what I want to buy :) Come out with my awesome schedule for the month of July :D

I can buy stickers! Is new month :) every month I can spend $10.00 on stickers!

Alright! My July plan aside :D

I am so so addicted to ZodiacFacts on twitter. Is like coffee! I need to read every morning :)

Here's the one for today :) ! They are quite true! I mean according to my own Zodiac and my character! :) I am not the only one who say is true! My friend said it was true too :D

As an Aries,You often judge others too quickly and feel a need to dominate.

Aries are witty, inventive, outgoing, affectionate, youthful and sometimes even flirtatious.

Aries : Strengths: Courage, determination, self-confidence, enthusiasm.

Aries Weaknesses: Impatience, silly arguments,and allowing fear to limit their choices.

Aries Charismatic marks: Athletic body, youthful attitude, and a need to take the lead.

As an Aries Your biggest asset is your unqualified belief in yourself; some other signs lack that.

As an Aries,You find yourself working twice as hard to accomplish whatever comes your way.

As a Cancer,When necessary you can be manipulative to achieve your aim, which is emotional security.

Cancer,Your vein of sexuality runs deep, but follows a path strewn with obstacles (often of your own making).

Cancer Strengths: Compassion, emotional sensitivity, fierce protection of loved ones, and tenacity.

Cancer Weaknesses: Manipulative, indirect conflict, clinging to the past, and can be very insecure.

Cancer Charismatic marks: Medium build, round face, and a tendency to take charge.

As a Cancer,Yes, you tend to be shy, but there are probably a lot of interesting individuals out there whose company you'd really enjoy.

As a Cancer,don't Get too affectionate too quickly. Use your intuition to read his or her signals. And keep a safe and respectful distance.

As a Cancer,Your intuition is more reliable than your mind.Don't let people outwit you.You have just as much right to express your opinions

As a Libra,you may be prone to dictating the course of all your relationships.

Libra alter ego is self-indulgent and changing which can in some cases lead to destructive behavior when chasing what pleases them.

Libra Strengths: Social, fair-minded, cooperative, diplomatic, gracious

Libra Weaknesses: Indecisive, will carry a grudge, avoids confrontations, and self-pity.

Libra Charismatic marks: Attractive, graceful, medium build, and no sharp features.

As a Libra,Your ability to see both sides of an issue is likely to offend at least someone.

As a Libra,You don't have to be prim and proper all the time.Let your wild side appear for a change.Remember,the scales can tip either way.

As a Libra,You're not the type to give in easily.Despite all your rage, you're still just trapped in a cage. Get out of your box, Libra.

ThatOneFineDay !

2011-06-29T23:35:00.006+08:00

Some overdue pictures that I didn't post up :)

It has been a long time since I last shopped in town!! Okay, I am an online shopper!

Detest the squeezing between crowds,just to get 1 simple dress :(

Though I didn't get anything! Or should I say I got something? well, I went Orchard Central to collect my Victoria Secret's speedy bag :)

Victoria Secret! My all time favourite ! There's a few more designs that I want to get :) !

Chill out session at Bungy Bar with my awesome girls after shopping :)

Shiqi and Karin~!

We crap , we laugh , we gossip , we enjoy !

That's my life :)

Work hard and Play hard

Babes, when is our next chill out session ? :)

Is Your FriendIs You

2011-06-28T22:28:00.003+08:00

Don't ask why people categorise you this way.

Don't ask why people didn't trust you.

Don't ask why people look at you like one kind.

Don't ask why people are not convinced.

Don't ask why people don't feel secure.

Look at the people around you. Look at the people that you hang out with.

Yes, they may not be bad , but you are devoured by the group. So others will categorise you as them :)

For example, if you hang out with clubbers, even if you are not a clubber, everyone will find it hard to believe!

So don't ask why people don't trust you! Look at the people around, be it male or female. Worth the trust ? Sometimes, people really want to give you the trust, but by looking at the people around you, trust is slowly being withdrawn.

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TheRandomWords

Three A's to keep your girl: affection adoration and attention. Three C's to keep a relationship communication commitment and care.

Being single is a good feeling, no drama or heartaches.

Perfect couples don't exist. We ALL aren't perfect & if someone understands and loves you for who you are, KEEP THEM.

All girls dream of the perfect prince charming, but all u really need is someone who'd be sweet, funny, & someone who wont break ur hearts.

Love is like two people holding a rubber band, we pull, then when one person let's go, it's the person who held on that gets hurt.

I hate getting flashbacks on things i don't want to remember.

You fall truly in love once. Other emotions are just products of attraction.

We just have to accept the fact that some people are going to stay in our hearts…even if they don’t stay in our lives.

Sometimes words are not enough to make someone feel that you care for them. Sometimes it needs a little effort.

Me :) Yay!

Start All Over Again

2011-06-26T12:28:00.004+08:00

Thank you dears! It was a awesome dinner :) !

Thanks for those tarts !!!

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I will stop asking, I will force myself to forget,

I will force myself to get you out of this picture.

I will get rid of every single thing that reminds me of you.

I am moving. Gonna move on like how you wanted me to.

Yes, that is all I remembered. So what I remember everything that you say ?

So what if I know that there is a hidden meaning behind.

So what if I know that the one that I remembered isn't the main point, and isn't the true.

So what if I persevere to the very end.

So what if I give my best to you, supporting you.

You are never moved.Never.

Yeah, I didn't change.

Yeah, I didn't grow up.

Yeah, My temper is still like the past.

Yeah, I still throw my tantrums to all of my friends.

Yeah, I am still as childish and as demanding.

This is me.

You should be regretting for not knowing me well enough before starting out with me.

Yeah, I didn't love you at all for these 5 years.

And I will force myself not to fall for you anymore.

"I know they say that first love is the sweetest, but that first cut is the deepest." - Drake

Yeah, is the sweetest.

The cut is also the deepest.

Even if it heals,

it will be there forever as a scar.

So what if the cut is the deepest right ?

The cut on you will never be deeper than mine.

Your cut will never leave that scar.

Pictures Everywhere!

2011-06-15T22:48:00.006+08:00

Life is great! Enjoyed my work, enjoyed the time spent with my girls :)

However, missing someone I should not be missing.. Well, I guess this is life ?

Will you be back ? Do I want you that badly ?

I start asking myself.. I found myself.

I love to have time for my girls.

Will you even see the changes ?

I guess not..

Life goes on..

@Xuetingg08

DooDooDaDa Came To It ?

2011-06-13T21:26:00.004+08:00

Well, I can't find the appropriate title for this post :( So, just leave it that way okay!

I am waiting for my 10.30 show! That explains why am I blogging now :)

I am a good girl okay! I only drink 1 cup of coffee a day since last week! No more coffee marathon or so :) Not only that! I cut down on chilli too ^^ So proud of myself ! AND AND AND, I am always in bed by 11 :)! HEALTHY LIFESTYLE !!

My life.. Shouldn't say great ! Should say, not that bad :) Been slacking alot with my darling girls after work and on weekends :) ! A cup of milktea, at the void deck ! Though is simple, but every moment was filled with craps and laughters!

I even dyed my hair :)!!

I didn't lead my life because of you.

I live because of my family, especially my parents :) ! Just that, you are additional reason for continuation of my life :)

My world still goes on with/without you.

Is just that, you speed up the pace of my world ! Became my daily motivation :)

These days, I came to realise how stupid my actions were. How stupid our quarrels are..

I understand why you want me to hold my temper. I shouldn't be angry over him or whosoever.

I should be sad for him. He only gets his attention, respect by ordering people around :( Why should I be angry right ? :)

@xuetingg08

Favourites ♥

2011-06-10T21:25:00.002+08:00

After struggling for like 3 years ? I finally wanna make clear to everybody out there!

I LOVE COLLECTING STICKERS! Don't laugh please! Is a little childish!! But I really love them :) I'm gonna collect again from now on! NO ONE CAN STOP ME :D

Told Ya! Is cute!!

But a little expensive la :(

New accessories into my box! :)

They are free from Supplier !!

Interested ? mail me for details :)

This is super long ago! Is Earrings from someone special :)

Till here okay! My Hollyhoque parcel yet to arrive :(

Waiting waiting waiting :(

I'm heading to bed :) I am a good girl! Sleeping early these days!

Gonna meet my darling Wen♥ tomorrow for something! Yayness~!

@Xuetingg08

Off Your Mind,Reverse Thoughts

2011-06-06T18:27:00.003+08:00

I have been living in a world full of logics. I always reverse my own thoughts.For example,I know some of the things I want to do,they aren't right, no matter how much I want to do it, I will still never do it. Another good example, even if I want somebody to buy that particular thing for me,I will still say I don't want it.The reason behind is simple. Is not right to ask people to buy things for me.It may be this reverse thought that I have,that leads me to this current situation.

Yesterday,my tears fell again. This time, it fell not because of I can't get you back in life. Is not because you say you want to be alone,and I couldn't accept. Is because I don't understand,why you always don't ask about the facts before pointing fingers at me? I am always to blame.. I don't mind other people blaming me, but I mind alot when it comes to you.. that is why I ripped off the bracelet.I ripped it off, not because I am angry, I felt disappointed.Really disappointed..I don't understand why, you never understand what I am trying to say. You raised your voice first..

Maybe you wasn't angry that I voiced out my unhappiness. Rather,you felt that I should not go to others for shelter ,thus venting them out to others like what I did to you in the past.

I use to run to you,throw myself into your hug, and I will start crying,biting you.Your arms are always around me,brushing my hair,telling me"I am here,nothing will go wrong.I will protect you.Don't cry,I love you." Maybe we didn't know how to express and explain ourselves.When we have problem,you always keep very quiet,not wanting to hurt me further.Do you know,I didn't want to start a fight either?I am just waiting for your hug.I just want to hide in your arms.I didn't dare to initiate, because I don't know if you wanted to do the same.So,instead of doing anything,I always waited,but you never fail to sit like a block :(

I really like Genting. When I returned from the girls' room, I was crying badly, you hugged me very tightly. Do you know, I wish that time stops right at that moment ? I just want it that way..

I always remove the ring and the bracelet , but my main point is ,wanting you to wear them back for me.If you did realise,in any occasion,when I remove the ring or bracelet,once you put it back for me,I will not try removing again. Yes, maybe during the next quarrel or something. I will still take out, but the main point is still the same. No matter how many times I remove the bracelet and ring, my point is just for you to wear back for me.. I am silly, I know is the wrong approach, but other than this, I don't know what else I can do..

I didn't want to end up like last night. I just wanted to tell you how I felt regarding the ring issue.I just want to make it clear. The ring issue has been bothering me for very very long,even before this break up.

I shouldn't have pull you aside and talk,rather I should talk in front of everybody..But this is between you and I,I just want to keep it personal. Yeah, is my fault to pull you aside.Well,I shouldn't have mention about the ring, I should just leave it unsaid. I shouldn't think of the ring again. I should not have express my unhappiness regarding things. Or should I say, the ultimate one is, I should not have talked to you ?

@Xuetingg08

I shall take a step back

2011-06-03T21:33:00.004+08:00

TheRandomWords

If you're not jealous then you don't love the person, if you don't love the person then you're not supposed to be jealous.

Maybe, I'm over you. Maybe, I've moved on. Maybe, I like someone else... But maybe, I'm a perfectly good liar.

The wedding ring goes on the left ring finger, cause that's the only finger that has a vein that goes directly to heart.

Just because we don't talk anymore, doesn't mean that i don't care about you any less than i did before.

You're never alone. I'm always here. You just never notice.

iTwitQuotes_

I know we're through and we said goodbyes. i guess i'm just waiting for my heart to voluntarily quit loving you

Goodbyes are hard. It may be harder for the person leaving, but it's always hardest for the one left behind.

What I like the most about you is you can make me laugh when nothing's even funny. ♥

The thing that hurts the most is pretending that it doesn't.

Even if I fall in love again with someone new, it would never be the way that I loved you

You know someone means a lot to you when their mood affects yours.

i check my phone constantly, just hoping that for once it might actually be you.

Even though 'I've stopped liking u', everytime someone mentions you, I remember all that we had & all that could have happened but didn't.

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Another 6 days, you will be embarking on a different journey. A journey that I've prepared myself to face over the past 3 years , something that I want to walk through with you, believing that it will strengthen our relationship. It was something that you aren't aware, is a plan that I have been planning mentally. I wanted to see you grow in it, I want to be the reason for your smile, I want to be the one who completes your life. I want to be the one that you talk to until you fall asleep in camp. I want to be the first one who shares your life in NS. I want to be the one waiting for you at your drop off point every book out, hugging you , welcoming you back. But, no matter what my original plan is, is not gonna happen. I find that things should be all fine when you get into Ns, or at least, it will be so much better, having my own work on weekdays, and seeing you only on 1 weekend .

Do you know, ever since the day you removed our ring from your finger, and started wearing your very own gold ring, I felt that you remove it because it was a burden. I felt that, you no longer treasure this relationship anymore. Maybe, maybe this is the pre alert that you are trying to give me.

Do you know, I am actually waiting for you to buy a new pair ? Though, I said that, I didn't want you to waste money. Do you know, I was jumping with joy secretly when you tell me that you saw a pair of very nice rings at Plaza Sing(15/3/2011), and you actually said,"Let's find one day, we go buy ring!" Do you know,the reason why I talk about ring on and off when we are still together ? I just want you to get the hint that, I am waiting for our next couple ring. But you never notice. Do you know, you are actually my motivation everyday ? No, you didn't know, and you will never know.

I always believe that, if there's a will, there's a way. I always believe that, nothing is impossible. I always wanted to start again,always wanted to have a second chance. But, you turned everything down . I can't do much either. Perhaps just like the above tweet, I am waiting for my heart to stop loving you voluntarily.Waiting for the day where by I will no longer be affected by you. A day where by my heart and soul gets too tire.

I know that you will never stumble onto this site. In fact, I think you don't even know the existence of this blog :) well, is okay. Everything should just go on this way, since nothing can be changed.

@xuetingg08

IS JAYLEY and MY LOOTS !

2011-06-01T22:37:00.008+08:00

DESIRE-DESIRED is proud to be the sponsor for JIAQI JAYLEY ! She is definitely an awesome blogger! Not only is she polite, she is very responsible too! She make sure that the advert is up as soon as she receive her items :) ! Thumbs up for her ^^ !!

This post was pretty long ago, so in case some of you can't find the pictures! I grabbed some from from her blog! If you girls are keen on reading, then, you will have to back post a few times on her blog! :)

Adverts aside! This is what I am adding to my wardrobe!! They yet to arrive :<

Pweety right ?

And these are what I wanna get !!! BUT, I should really think about it. :(

BUT BUT BUT!!! They are too pretty to resist :(

@xuetingg08

2011-05-31T22:38:00.002+08:00

YES, THE SLIGHTEST SCOLDING FROM MY MOM BROUGHT ME TO TEARS . YES ! THEY DON'T USE TO AFFECT ME THAT MUCH. FUCK IT.

MY TEARS ROLLED DOWN INSTANTLY. I WANTED TO TEXT YOU.

BUT, I KNOW I AIN'T IN ANY POSITION TO TEXT YOU.

I HATE THIS LIFE.

I WANT TO END ALL THESE.

IS THERE A WAY ?

What Are All These ?

2011-05-22T11:05:00.003+08:00

Is really amazing how we ended up this way. Yes, this may be what you want, this may not be.

I've been trying hard to tell you, if you don't want, prove it. Things will work out well if you are willing to put in effort.

You left me hanging in the air, on and off , on and off. I'm sorry to tell you that. Is going to be over. you gave me up, you gave this relationship up. I tried my best to salvage this relationship, but what I get in the end, is seeing you running further and further away from me. Yes, many were right, you may be the one that I will love the most in this entire life, but you may not be the one that will walk me through the next few decades of my life . This is a fact that I will need to accept and suck it up.

I changed over the years. But didn't you change ? didn't I accept your changes ? Didn't I try to compromise with your lifestyle ? People find me stupid for doing that, but I compromise,because I thought you will be the man in my life forever.

You promised that you wouldn't give me up.

You promised that you will never stop loving me.

You promised that you will be the pillar for me forever.

You promised that I will have you all the time as long as I need you.

You promised to cuddle me forever.

You promised to wipe my tears, lit my smile whenever I am down.

You promised to bring me to Universal Studio, Singapore Flyer , Zoo for Panda.

You made so much promises, but you left me alone in the end.

You never understand my point of view, never will you view things in my shoes. You will never understand how I felt. Yes, you are also thinking the same thing. I didn't understand the freedom you wanted. I didn't understand the pride you have. I didn't know that I meant nothing to you . I didn't know that I was actually a burden to you. I didn't know that you wasn't happy with me.

I thought that we are blissful couple despite the small little conflicts. I thought they can be resolved by talking things out. I didn't know that coming to this point is the only solution.

@xuetingg08

Is JOVIN On Desire-Desired

2011-05-18T21:03:00.004+08:00

First of all ! I apologise for neglecting this space :( Like I say , many things happen , so I wasn't really in the mood to blog.

As promised, a post on DESIRE-DESIRED !

This time round, we are proud to be the sponsor for the hot babe JOVIN

As she knows that her school is starting real soon, so she wanted to be sponsored with something that is useful :) This is why, we sponsored her with our customised pen!

Catch the post if you yet to!

JOVIN

Best of studies to JOVIN !

DESIRE-DESIRED had been sponsoring various bloggers over the past few months :) Next Up will be the JIAQI JAYLEY

Side track a little , I feel super demoralised while doing advert post by various bloggers:(

They are so hot and pretty!! I am just a piece of shit :(

WHY LIKE THAT !

hahahahaha!

@Xuetingg08

:)

2011-05-09T13:25:00.004+08:00

I am really busy for the past few days! Endless tuition :(

I will do a proper update soon! Kids cleared their exams!

Time for me to get some rest !

Have a nice day people!

@Xuetingg08

Great ?

2011-05-05T11:40:00.005+08:00

I don't know how should I comment on my matter. I don't know if it is good, or it will be better ? I really don't know. In fact, this is the first time in my whole 19 years. Feeling so lost, feeling this confuse. Confuse of what it will be like, how things will go along. I used to predict and plan my life. Now, is not up to me to plan!

very long since I do a proper entry! I will do up one as soon as possible alright ? It will be about my Blogshop!

First time in my life, I really hope to get myself drunk.

First time in my life, I feel like going out of Singapore so badly

First time in my life, I don't feel like moving, knowing that the world is crashing.

First time in my life, I feel like going into deep sleep.

Is Not That Way

2011-05-03T20:25:00.002+08:00

On and off

sink and float

happy and sad

Yes and No

Finding a way to make myself feel better.

Cat Out Of The Bag

2011-05-01T18:55:00.002+08:00

Everyone knew. I told them all. I don't feel good telling. But I have no other alternatives.

I am annoying.I am irritating.

You didn't trust me.Not I didn't trust you.If my mom didn't asked, I wouldn't call.

You don't understand.Yes,I don't understand either.

What you said made no difference to my initial decision.

In fact,it didn't changed the path I am actually heading.

I did not feel a little ease after hearing too.

Like I say,plans do change as you go along.

It may be something positive now,but it maybe something negative tomorrow.

I have no control over it.

I only trust myself when it comes to feelings.

@xuetingg08

You will

What Is It Exactly ?

2011-04-29T11:03:00.002+08:00

For the past 1.5 years. Many things happened, to me and even to my family.

Some things I wouldn't want to share, some things I don't mind sharing. Whatever happened in the past 1.5 years, had been in my mind, until recently, I really sat down and thought about it.

I realise, holding to them doesn't bring me any further. In fact, those fears made me remained where I am. My girls talked among themselves about, why I didn't want to share about my life and my problems in the past. Babes, I know you girls will be reading this. The reason of not sharing with you girls in the past, is not that I don't trust. Is the fact that, I've been revolving around the same stuffs. I can assure that, all these things, I've let go now. :)

I lost someone precious in the year 2009. With no signs and signals of him leaving me. Till date, I miss him, I still leave msg once in a while in his fb. After this incident, I fear of the night, I don't want the same thing or something similar to happen to any of my friends, family and love ones. That explain why, for the past year, I seldom go on late night outings , or even I don't feel secure letting people out for late night outing..

These are just nightmares that haunted me for the past 1.5 years.

I've woke up from this, I've set these free.. Things will be different somehow.

@Xuetingg08

I believe

All Holly Craps!

2011-04-27T10:37:00.004+08:00

I don't understand the point for lying. Lying for fucking freedom, lying for fucking activities! FUCK THOSE SHIT ! When you lie, what's on your mind ? You don't feel anything because you have never been in my position! THE FUCKING POSITION OF BEING FOOLED !

Lying is challenging ? make your freedom worth more than it is ? Make the whole event that you are attending more exciting ? Or lying has been a habit all these while ? That is even more stupid. It means, you are a LIAR !! The highest achievement you achieved is lying and fooling every single person around you who cares for you!

If you are honest about it, or tried to be honest, I think I wouldn't be fuming! If you have tried asking me along, explaining it to me, things wouldn't turn out like now. If you asked me, and I didn't want to go or attend, I will have let you go happily. All these mistrust and doubts, YOU BROUGHT THEM UPON YOURSELF.

Get these facts right! If there are no lies, there wouldn't me mistrust. If there is no mistrust, there is no doubts from me to you. If there is no doubts, there wouldn't be reluctance from me. If there isn't any reluctance to me, quarrels will not arise.

If your eyes are on this page, think about it. The lies to me increased tremendously WITH THEM. Do you think they worth ? Do you think they are the people who will walk you out of everything ?

Thanks Sisters

2011-04-26T23:43:00.003+08:00

I've decided not to do up the genting post! No much happenings! so, no point!

Girls, is hard for me to thank you one by one! So I've decided to write this up! :)

Thanks for the time at Genting. I am really happy that, Genting broke the unseen barrier among the 4 of us! I know, we do have disagreements in some point of time, but, I understand that whatever you girls tell me is for my good :) you girls will never lie to me ! That is what I am ultimately sure. No matter what the outcome will be, you girls will be there for me, will lend me your ears.

Yes, I am still afraid of falling, but at least now, I know that when I fall, you girls will be here to catch me :) And I believe, no matter how much conflicts we have, it will eventually be resolved.

Thank you! I really appreciate that.

LOVE YOU GIRLS :)

@xuetingg08

Me ?

Whinny Me

2011-04-24T22:28:00.003+08:00

Life wasn't as fabulous :( everything seems wrong and off track! I don't know what to do, I don't know what else I should say. Things are just way wrong.

Is a sudden change in my life, my world crashed. No one could help me out of it, I am the only one who is able to help myself. However, I don't know which way should I head, which path should I choose. No matter which path I choose, it is not what I want. The only thing is to wait for an answer, at the same time, I am afraid of the answer. YES, I AM A LOSER! A GOD DAMN LOSER! I've never been such a LOSER in 19 years of my life. I didn't want to force, I didn't want to give up. But I have no better alternatives. What can I do ? I am totally lost. Everybody says, one step at a time. Does it work ?

Confused by the words and actions. Everything seems illogical to me!! YES NO LOGIC!!! I find it retarded and stupid ! I question myself, words and advices I gave people came running back to me. YES! EASIER SAID THAN DONE!

If is gone, it will be gone forever.

I shan't by whinny anymore. Some pictures to revive my blog.

@xuetingg08

I am still alive

2011-04-17T22:11:00.004+08:00

First of all :) Sorry for not updating this place! Was really busy with work, tutoring and stuffs! :( Things in my life, they are getting out of hand :( So I still need sometime to like, get everything in place. And I hope everything will turn out fine eventually!

Didn't have much activities over the week. only dinner dates with my clique, and some chill out session with my Wen darling! She's the best ! :D I hope I will be able to come back with tonnes of pictures next week!! YES! GENTING TRIP WITH CLIQUE! :) I hope it seriously goes well. I hope things will get on track.

I spent my days sleeping, working and tutoring!! That's life :( Can't expect much too! No worries! I am alive, looking as fabulous! *Wink*

People! Can someone define what is move on with life ?

Some pictures to brighten my boring blogpost!

Jamues Gor Commissioning Parade!

Will blog again soon!

@xuetingg08

back

Wishlist :)

2011-04-10T12:24:00.003+08:00

I am waiting for my pay :)

I have a few things in mind that I would like to get!

1. Tote Bag

2. DKNY Watch

3. Ring

4. Slippers

I am waiting for GENTING TRIP :)

Will be away from 19th - 21st this month

These are all my craves that can be satisfied with money ! There are things that I want to achieve , but is not something that can be done using money. Maybe with time and patience!

Something is missing in life.

@Xuetingg08

Fly

The Truth

2011-04-09T13:11:00.003+08:00

These are True Friends .

They are friends who tell you how bad you are.

They are friends that make the most nasty comments about you, making you to realise that you are bad in some ways.

They are people who advice you what to do, not helping you to make the final decisions.

They are people who keep very quiet, to listen to you when you are in need, thus coming out with suggestions to make you feel better.

They are people who ask you to face the problem, rather than asking you to run away from the fact.

They are people who never make fun about your past, as they know how much it hurts you.

They are people who drag you out from shit.

They are people who tell you to settle down, because is for your good.

They are people who tell you to be truthful

They are just Friends .

They are people who come to you for help only when they need.

They are people who make no difference in your life.

They are people who know nothing about you.

They are people who advice you in the wrong way.

They are people who push a cigarette to you, knowing the harm that cigarette does to each. They are people who get you into deep shit with people around you.

They are people who give the utter most idiotic advices.

They are people who tell you not to be mama boy/mama girl.

They are people who ask you not to settle down, and play around.

They are people who just listen to your problem and say don't care so much.

which category do you belong to ?

@xuetingg08

You

Human Nature

2011-04-08T09:22:00.004+08:00

This is Human Nature. I know is a bit too early for logic thoughts. But, I just want to blog them out.

When you get into conflicts ,you build up a barrier to protect yourself. You get louder when the other party gets louder. When the other party gets heated up, he/she clenches his/her fist! Amazingly,you will do the same, to protect yourself.

When you are emotionally attached, many other thoughts and reasons will empower your clear state of mind.

When you are always the attention, the limelight, you are afraid of losing these attentions from people around you.

When you are always the champion, the winner,you will be afraid of losing this title to anyone and everyone.

When you know that your world is very perfect, you will be afraid of losing everything in your life.

When you are so use to dinning in high end restaurant, dinning in hawker centre will be a total torture.

When you are so use to texting/contacting someone, you will find the days hard to past without contacting him/her.

When you are so use to waking up early in the morning, your body clock will never fail to wait you up.

When you are so use to your hectic life, you will find yourself useless when you have nothing to do.

When you are deeply in love with somebody, you will find it hard to love somebody else again.

When you are betrayed once, you find it hard to trust again.

When you are being ditch, you will never find yourself trusting love again.

@xuetingg08

Will

Twitter : Textposts

2011-04-06T20:22:00.002+08:00

I thought it will be good to share :) Is really meaningful ! Is from twitter! I copied over , credits to whoever posted this :D

Every girl has 3 personalities 1) When she's with her family 2) When she's with her friends 3) When she's with HIM.

Don't cry for a guy, let a guy cry for you. Because girls give and forgive, but guys get and forget.

Silence is a girl's loudest cry. You can always tell she's really hurt when she starts ignoring you.

When you're crying.. Friends ask you why are you crying. Best friends have the shovel ready to bury the losers who made you cry. ☺

Choose the guy who will bring you HOME to introduce you to his PARENTS, not to his BED.

Typing your true feelings, then deleting it all because your afraid of their reply. ☹

Pretending that my eyes are ITCHY when I really can't hold the TEARS anymore.

Smart man + smart woman = romance. Smart man + dumb woman = affair. Dumb man + smart woman = marriage. Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy.

There are still many meaningful one! Follow https://twitter.com/#!/Textposts now!

@Xuetingg08

Sick cat :(

One Step Closer

2011-04-05T21:10:00.005+08:00

I went for an interview for Primary Teaching today with my bestie Huiwen :) I LOVE HER TO THE MAX! I should say, my interview went quite alright ! Hope that there's a chance for 2nd round of interview! At least I am like, ONE STEP CLOSER TO MY GOAL ?

I'm mentioned in the previous post that I am working right!! Employed to be a student care teacher:) The kids there, playful, active. But on the whole, I think they are fine :) ! In fact, I think many students there love me :) ! Is rather challenging to handle all of them at one go ! I am enjoying the time there! The people there, the teachers as well as the centre manager, they are all very nice ladies! :) ^^

I don't have much to update too! I am just tire!! Need to SLEEP!

Make my blog post less boring la!

@Xuetingg08

It well be better :)

Life is a bitch.

2011-04-03T12:30:00.003+08:00

I saw this question from formspring, and I decided to come out with this post! Oh. well, not really totally because of formspring lahh. Is just my thoughts :)

Some times I wonder, who the hell invented currency? why do we need to earn currency to get something in return ? why can't we just be like caveman ? do trading!! Yes, I agree , if we continue to be like caveman , we will not progress!!

I will be working from tomorrow onwards :) Although, pay is a little low, but is okay!! At least is something I really love and have interest in! Adding on, the working hours are awesome! No need for me to wake up really early, to squeeze into trains and make sure I get to alight at the right stop! HAHA:)

If I am born rich. If I am. If lahh! I need not work, I need not struggle so much for $$. But think back,if you don't struggle for $$, you don't get your heart earn money. you wouldn't find the sense of fulfilment in spending it. You wouldn't find the happiness in buying things!

Is just like, you wouldn't know what happiness is all about if you had never experienced downfall before! you will never know how much it someone meant to you, without losing him/her. This is why people always say. don't ever take things for grunted !

Enough said. Just wanna let people who care for me to know , I actually received a reply from the 2 years teaching diploma! I am in for the interview :)

I met a friend just now, and that friend actually tell me this. It make sense! True feelings are uncontrollable :) If you can control , that is not true feeling. Is just pretending.

In life, loads and tonnes of people do that. Pretend to be happy, pretend to be sad,pretend to be something something something. Is pure stupid. I've learnt my lesson. I will not pretend to be happy. I will not pretend that my whole world is totally in control.

READERS!! STOP PRETENDING AND FACE THE FACT :) LIFE WILL BE BETTER. NOTHING IS UNSOLVABLE. IS YOU CHOOSE TO RUN AWAY FROM IT. !!

Let me share the formspring question :) and of cos! A picture of me!!

Cute nor! Sorry for the bad picture quality! This is very very long ago! :)

Formspring question

Are you still a virgin ?

My reply : life fucked me up:( So what do you think ? LOL!

Wish me the best of luck okay!

@xuetingg08

Predict and Unpredictable

2011-04-02T20:53:00.003+08:00

This is life, not a fairytale. Never try to make everything to go your way ! No one knows what will happen next. People say this world is coming to an end. So What ? Everyone still needs to work ! So what is the difference ? :]

10 Important things GUYS should know!

2011-03-31T19:05:00.003+08:00

I've been in the same relationship for 5 years ! Yes! What I meant by same is , I have been with this same man for 5 years :)

However, my relationship is not as smooth sailing as you guys thought it is. We quarrel, well, not always though.

There are these things that I think a good or should I say, perfect boyfriend should have!

1. Punctuality : Never your girl wait like no tomorrow! Once or twice is fine :) Not all the time!!!

2. Guts : Don't be afraid to speak up for your girl ! You have to protect her :)

3. Honesty : Don't ever lie! Even if it is a white lie :) Just be frank with her ! You will get a hell out of it when she finds out the truth.

4. Take your initiative to message her : Don't always wait for her to text you. It doesn't take too much of your time to just drop her a simple text. (Guys may find this dumb! It actually means alot to the girl)

5. After a quarrel , message her FIRST ! : Don't ever wait for the girl to drop you the text first !! Because if she doesn't drop you the first text anymore, you will be really sorry! COS IS OVER! So be smart! Don't wait~! UNLESS YOU REALLY WANT A BREAK UP!

6. Don't ever tell a girl that she is thinking too much : Girls are born to be more sensitive than you guys are! So if you tell a girl that she is thinking too much, you are just making her close up herself (She will no longer share her thoughts with you.).

7. Hug her after a quarrel : Don't stand there or sit there like a block! She is waiting for you to hug her :)

8. Be sensitive : Don't make her repeat things over and over again. Pay attention to what she say :)

9. Always make her feel love : Girls are sensitive to changes! Even the slightest. So Your acts are very important.

10. Don't take her care for grunted : Girls are not as persistent as guys are. So, if you reject her care more than twice, she will not offer you a third time.

They are just my very personal opinions! No hard feelings :) It may be wrong !! If you girls have more to share! Let me know :D

@xuetingg08

Online Boutiques I support and would recommend

2011-03-30T00:42:00.000+08:00

I have several boutiques to share! They have nice apparels, awes0me service , fabulous owners!

Shops I supported !

For the moment, I can only remember these shops! :) I will add in when I recall any!

Shops I yet to support! BUT I LOVE THEIR APPARELS!

KIZZ OF GODDESS (The best thing I love about them is! They have kaykay as model :) ! Not anymore! But Kaykay is so PRETTY!!)

DADI GIRL

ROSELETCHIC

:) I haven't been shopping online recently! so I will update if I recall more !!

Before I end this post! I have a very interesting question from formspring , and I would like to share.

Question : I feel that my friends are leaving me. I dont want that to happen. how?

My point of view : hey dear! Are you sure they are really leaving you ? if they are, find out the reason why! If you did something that causes it, apologise and try to gain back the trust :) If nothing is wrong, is just that everyone is leaving due to different phase in life, just move on, make new friends as you go along!

A picture of Ahting before going to bed :)

DAISO~!

@Xuetingg08

Positive & Negative Snowball Effect

2011-03-28T11:01:00.002+08:00

Wikipedia states that Snowball effect is a figurative term for a process that starts from an initial state of small significance and builds upon itself , becoming larger, and perhaps more dangerous and disastrous. Though it might be beneficial.

This is what it meant ! Smaller , bigger and much bigger.

There are several types of snowball effects, and everyone will at least experience one of them. A couple of positive ones will be.

Money

Save a certain amount of money everyday! It may seem like a Primary Kiddo thing to do, but , it works! Imagine you save $2/day, let every month be 28 days . You will save a total sum of $672 in a year! $2/day is really kiddo! maybe $5/day ? you will have a sum of $1680 ! A sufficient sum of money for you to get a branded yeah ?

Knowledge

This is cumulative too! Remember when you were 5 years old, you can only do 1+1 , 2+2 or even 5+5 using your 10 tiny fingers. Some people may have 11 or 12 fingers :) My bro has 11 fingers!! And when you were 10, you stop using fingers, you master all your multiplication table and division. When you were 13, you started to solve questions using x and y ? The algebraic rules! As you grow to the age of 15 and 16 , you do differentiation and integration (For people who take Amaths). At the age of 17 onwards, you learnt something different ? how to connect circuits(At least for me! I am Engineering student).

Experience

May it be in working aspect or anything. The idiom once bitten, twice shy explains it all! It revolves round experience.

These are come of the positive ones I can think of at the moment.

Neagative Snowball Effects

Feelings

Many of us kept a lot of things to ourselves, knowing it is very unhealthy! Share with your Boyfs and Awesome buddies! You know best about yourself! Don't let yourself have the chance to break down!

Homeworks

Knowledge is positive cumulation! Never for homework :) Do every assignment/task given on that very day!! Don't ever try to finish everything at one shot! You will never produce a good piece of work that way :)

Debts

Never stack up your debts! That includes your utility bills, phone bills etc ! never delay or accumulate them! Think, if you don't even have the money to pay a bill of $50/mth. what makes you think that you can fork out $100 next month for the total charges of 2 months ? MAKE SENSE ?

So, morally of the story, choose the correct Snowball Effect and AVOID the negative ones!! :) You will find that your life will be way better eventually!!

I am tad naggy today! I shall stop here then!

Sign Off

@Xuetingg08

I dislike

2011-03-26T22:26:00.003+08:00

Don't think too much. Not picking on anyone in particular! If you think I am referring to you, then, that is it :) You know best about yourself !

I dislike people asking too much about my life. If I avoid your question or I gave a very vague answer, it means that I have no intention to attend to your questions. So no matter how you ask, I will smile and turn away.

I dislike people whining for no reason. If you didn't work hard for a certain thing, don't whine like you deserve every single thing :) Be realistic! This is not lala land, you will not get anything through whining!! Work hard for what you want :)

I dislike people who compare ridiculously. Don't tell me, people like that, why can't I do that ? people have that, I also want to have that. Why don't you compare your results ? people score 95/100, why you don't want to be like that person ?

I dislike people who talk without using their pea sized brain. before you scold or comment on anybody, take a look at yourself. Are you way better ? Or are you on equal status ?

I dislike people who act as though the whole world owes them a living , or as if everyone should respect them like how a god should be respected. Yes! mutual respect between each other is a MUST HAVE. Don't make it like I should buy you offerings! And I definitely don't owe you a living, neither do my family owe you $$ , so please be nice :) If you are emo on that particular day, is okay! just don't show attitude :D

I dislike people who are attention seeking. I can't stand people who screams or shouts in public. That is the worst way to seek attention! UNLESS you are DROP DEAD GORGEOUS, pretty or chio to the extent, when people turned and wanted to make a comment on you, will blurt out saying you PRETTY!! If you are just average looking, don't make unnecessary loud noises :)

I cannot tolerate grumpy and lazy people. I am lazy, but I get my own things done! I grumble, but I will eventually get things done! why spend the whole day grumbling, when you can make full use of the grumbling time to finish up every task given ?

I hate people who push blames to one another, or even blame the environment for developing you into such a loser! I don't mean that everyone is a loser!! I am referring to people who always push the blames away!! It takes two hands to clap :)

I know none of us is perfect. Neither am I perfect. However, I just want everyone out here to know that, what you can accept, may not be acceptable to another party. The topic you like to talk about, may not be what others wanna talk about. So, do take a step back, not overdo things :)

Just wanna blog my thoughts :) You guys can share what you detest too!

No hard feelings :)

@Xuetingg08

This is childhood

2011-03-07T21:33:00.003+08:00

Is crayon Shin Chan!! :) This is my entertainment for these few days :P !

yeah, is kiddo! BUT I LIKE!! HE IS SO ADORABLE :D

Dong Gan Chao Ren !

The expression he always give when he wants something !:)

HAHA!

Brain FREZZEEEEE~!

He ended up in the toilet !! He ate too much blended ice!!

HAHA:)

If you guys are supporter of crayon shin chan, this should not be foreign to you :)

Till here today!

LOVES

@xuetingg08

Wonder who is behind TDC ?

2011-03-06T15:28:00.004+08:00

TDC is having their collection 40 launch tomorrow at 10am ! :)

How many of you have been shopping at
TDC ? If you have, continue to support them! If you haven't, you are missing alot !! GO NOW :)

TDC brings in great apparels from top to toe, they self manufacture too! You girls should support this young talented fashion entrepreneur :)

CHERYL , she is behind this blogshop! I think she is a very capable young adult ! Not only is she running TDC ,she is also a university student !! OMG ~! CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW PACK HER SCHEDULE CAN BE ?

Although, she got a very busy schedule, she never forget her beloved shoppers! she is constantly updating a href="http://thedesignclosets.com/">TDC with the latest fashion design !!

DO GIVE HER SUPPORT alright :) !

Desire-Desired is proud to sponsor
CHERYL LADYBOSS with our SILVER CUSTOMISED NECKLACE :)

You girls can catch the whole post on CHERYL

LOVE

@Xuetingg08

Is TDC Model ELEANOR !

2011-03-04T20:09:00.006+08:00

Who detest squeezing in shopping malls ? Any girls out there are hardcore on-line shopper like me ? I don't shop outside! I SHOP ON-LINE MOST OF THE TIME .

Here is one On-line boutique that I personally love!! They have great models, awesome service, most importantly!! They have SUPER CHIO apparels. Ranging from top to toe!! You are very well taken care of!

This blogshop is none other than the popular and well known TDCShop your hearts out girls!! They just had their new launch of collection 39 !! Every single piece is running out fast !! grab them before you cry okay!

1 month back, Desire-Desired was featured on TDCmodel's blog !! She is none other than the Smiley girl ELEANOR ! If you are Supporter of TDC she will surely remember her as the ALWAYS SMILEY GIRL !! Not only is she pretty! I find her elegant :)

So girls~! COME ON! SUPPORT THEM BY SHOPPING AT TDC !!

You girls can catch the featured post on her blog too :)

ELEANOR

Here are some pictures I grabbed from her blog :)

Credits to ELEANOR

Signing Off

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Just so young

2011-03-03T21:03:00.003+08:00

I spent quite some time digging these pictures out !! They are super long ago :)

They turned yellowish already :(

When I was young, I love the camera like every model does!! Whatever poses I can think of, I will pose it in front of the mirror!!!

Two teeny weeny teeth!

Look at the way I smile! EPIC!!

My two elder brothers :) !

I am their GEM !!

This picture a bit slated :|

See that freaking strand of hair !

Right smack in the centre of my eye:)

My da ge :)

My whole family is still laughing at this picture!!!

I am holding a plate !! But I have no idea why am I giving that expression :\

ROUND ROUND FACE !!

Blurred~!

No idea why I smile this way :D

My Er Ge!

People call him HAMBURGER!

LOOK AT HIS FACE , you will understand why!

See! On bed also can pose de okay :)

Another Picture of my baby times!

they say I look like AH DAI (Silly silly)!!

I remember I was trying to act like one of the model on the TV!

The woman behind is my MUMMY♥

The opened door at the back is my home!

I am running towards my GRANDMA♥ house!!

Yeap! The whole stretch of corridor walkway belongs to us :)

We stay both units!!

HEE!!! I am holding my smelly hanky!!

Cute right!!

LOOK AT MY TONGUE!!!

I AM LICKING MY LIPS!!!

Seawater salty salty de:) Me like the taste when I was young!!

This boy is my COUSIN♥

I conclude! I am cute! I am adorable! I am the GEM :)

LOVE ALL :)

Follow Me Now On Twitter : @Xuetingg08

Emily Chia

2011-03-01T23:34:00.000+08:00

In one of my previous post, I mentioned about being featured in EMILY CHIA !

So here are the pictures I grabbed from her blog :) Credits to this HOT BABE!! Check out her blog! She did quite a number of Advertorials for numerous blogshop! One of it will be mine :)

DESIRE-DESIRED !

You guys should catch the full advert post if you can!

EMILY CHIA

Beware! Prepare tissues in front of you when hopping on to her blog!!

SHE IS DAMN HOT !! I don't want any of my girls to drool or have bleeding nose!! :)

Do Support Her By LIKING her FB Page! Follow her on Twitter too!!

EMILY'S PAGE

http://twitter.com/EmilyChiaSY

Love!

@xuetingg08

Awesome chinese Compo

2011-02-18T00:06:00.000+08:00

今天上课时，老师给我们讲了《跟爸爸买时间》这篇课文。我听后，非常感动。不由得想起了几年前发生的一件事。

那年，我八岁，我们一家住在一个小镇，生活过得很困苦。一天，妈妈悄悄地提醒我这一天是爸爸的生日。我想买份礼物送给爸爸，但是没有钱。那时，有一个办法能赚点儿钱，那就是捡空瓶子，拿到街头的杂货店去换钱，一个空瓶换一分钱。

于是，我推着一辆小手推车，在附近的垃圾堆里找寻空瓶。每次，手推车装满了，我就推到杂货店去换钱。到了黄昏时分，我想应该已经赚够钱，买了一张生日卡和一块巧克力。我把巧克力塞进裤袋里，把生日卡藏在衬衫下，然后跑回家去。

这时，天已经黑了。我在离家不远的地方遇见了爸爸，他看起来非常担忧，也很生气。“你到哪里去了？我一直在到处找你！”他一边责问我，一边把我拉进屋里。我从没看够爸爸发这么大的脾气。我被吓坏了，害怕得哭起来。“你到底去了哪儿？”他又喝问道。我哭着解释说：“我在街上捡空瓶子赚钱，给您买生日礼物呀。”

我伸手到衬衫里，把那张还没有写祝词的生日卡拿出来给他。我的手很脏，在卡上留下了乌黑的手指印。然后，我又取出那块几乎断成两截的巧克力。“我还买了这个给您。”我把巧克力放在他手掌里。

爸爸望着我，顿时怒气全消，她生出双臂紧紧地抱着我，把脸埋在了我的头发里。我听见她在哭泣。那天晚上，有几个邻居来我们家做客，其中一个问道为什么窗台上放了一块巧克力。“那是我儿子送给我的生日礼物。”爸爸喜形于色地说。

这件事虽然已经过了很久，但却让我毕生难忘。

I'm sorry if anyone of you can't really read chinese! I blogged this out, because I find that this composition was awesome! The usage of vocabulary as well as the sentence structure, is really very well written :) I can't believe this is from a Primary 6 student !

2011-02-04T16:25:00.000+08:00

FASHION CONFESSION : ValerieRiiyon

A personalized necklace that is unique.The craving of the name is sleek and detailed with designs that are simple yet chic. With the additional gold plating, it portrays a tinge of elegance especially when matches with dark coloured dresses.It's just the perfect accessory to jazz up with your outfit instantly :)

2011-02-02T00:33:00.001+08:00

GleePrint

As promised, I'm here to do a post on my CORPORATE STAMP !! I received this about 5 days ago :) This stamp lighten my workload !! :)

Let's find out, what is so special about it !

I blurred my address :) !

I requested GleePrint to design the stamp for me ! I told the person in-charge that, I would like to have my NAME , BLOGSHOP URL , ADDRESS on the stamp! On top of it, I would like a nice border, to make it look organised ! This is what I get :) And I love it very much !

I was busy Stamping my details on envelope! No more scribbling and printing !

I love this Corporate Stamp!

You girls must be thinking, I must have paid over $20.00 for this! NO!!!

It is very affordable! around $16.00 ! I saw these stamps retailing over $25.00 outside !!

So is really worth getting it from GleePrint :) What's more waiting time is like, 1 week AT MOST !

Mine is in RECTANGULAR!

If you girls are getting it for Corporate purposes like ME , is adviced to get the Rectangular one! More infos can be printed !

Apart for the Corporate Series , they manufacture in many different shapes and sizes :) I am sure there will be at least one that you favour!

I have the intention to get the bullet shaped with my face on :)

Awesome right ? sign off letters with your face! Instead of writing names on your lecture notes , stamp your face on ! :)

Another convincing reason why you girls should support GleePrint is because, they are contributing part of their profits to various non-profitable organisations! The amount they contribute may not be a big sum! Is the thought that counts people! :)

Therefore, purchasing from them is an indirect charitable act !

Click on the picture to support GleePrint now !

GLEEPRINT

https://twitter.com/#!/GleePrint

http://www.facebook.com/gleeprint

2010-12-27T14:01:00.000+08:00

Catch it if you haven't !

I am too tie down with outings and celebrations for past few days :) !

How did you guys spent your Christmas ? come on! share with everyone :)

As mention, My Blogshop was featured on http://zoniaraymond.blogspot.com/">Zonia Raymond

Catch the post if you yet to do so ! :)

Some Pictures for you girls ! Credits to Zonia !

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Fashion Confession : Kiwi

http://kimkeywi.blogspot.com/

Design she opted for :)

Ordered a customized 925sliver necklace for my bestie from Desire-Desired.
3 reasons why you should choose online than retail
Price (Saw 1 at bugis selling @ $50 but you can get it for <$30 online)
Time saver! (2 weeks waiting time including Singpost delivery)
Have it delivered to your love ones in a cute little jewelery box
Unfortunately, I did not manage to capture how gorgeous the necklace is but I assure you, it is just like what you seen in the picture above!

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I am trying to bring desire-desired to a .com domain ! anyone out there wanna help me? I am willing to pay, as long as your rates are reasonable !

please mail me or simply leave a comment !

2010-12-23T11:31:00.000+08:00

FASHION CONFESSION : Stephanie

Desire-desired

I wanted to get myself a name necklace long time ago but it was all quite expensive untill i came across

http://desire-desired.blogspot.com/

Steps to order is simple & straight forward.

And it only takes 1 week to reach me.

When i get hold of it, it was love at first sight.

I wore it out today & it is so easy to match all kind of clothings

To make things easy for me, the owner of the blogshop just lives few blocks away from me.

Sweet and rust-worthy gal she is.

I can forsee i will do more with her...... for my gfs...

How can a gal resist this necklace?

It just meant for us..

Once again.... thanx desire-desired

Credits :

withlovestephxuanmin.blogspot.com